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This Friday when the third part of highly awaited movie Avengers infinity war released, the whole world went gaga over it. We Indians were in awe with all the characters from Marvel Cinematic Universe coming together in a film. The action sequences and plot of the story was well intriguing with one of the best Visual effects we have ever seen in a movie. People all over the world are loving the film and the third part of Avengers franchise is shattering many box-office records. Last time we saw this kind of havoc in India was one year before when the second part of Bahubali released. Avengers has garnered almost 100 crores in India which is a record for any foreign film in India. The movie based on epic battle to save the world from Thanos released only in around 2000 theatres in India, still managed to score a 90+ weekend. This is a historic performance by any Hollywood film in India. A Hollywood movie getting an earth-shattering response is a timely wake-up call for Indian Film...

अगर गौतम गंभीर और युवराज सिंह आपके पसंदीदा क्रिकेटर है तो इस आईपीएल उनको अच्छे से देख लीजिए क्या पता ये साल उनका आखिरी सीजन हो। राष्ट्रीय टीम में सालों से बाहर चल रहें दोनों ही खिलाड़ी इस आईपीएल में अपने फॉर्म से जुझ रहें है। ऐसा कहा जाता है कि हर खिलाड़ी का एक वक्त होता है और शायद अब इन सीनियर खिलाड़ीयों का वक्त चला गया है। अपने समय में अच्छे अच्छे गेंदबाजों के छक्के छुड़ाने वाले युवी आजकल आईपीएल टीम के लिए बेंच गर्म कर रहें है। दो वर्ल्ड कप फाईनल के हीरो गौतम गंभीर भी अंतिम एकादश में जगह बनाने मे नाकाम रहें है। कोलकाता को दो बार चैंपियन बनाने वाले कप्तान का टूर्नामेंट के बीच में कप्तानी छोड़ते ही कयास लगाए जाने लगे थे कि अब शायद आईपीएल के इतिहास में पहली बार गौतम गंभीर को आखिरी ग्यारह में शामिल नहीं किया जाएगा। गंभीर एक सूलझे हुये खिलाड़ी है और जैसे ही उन्हें ये लगा कि अब उनकी जगह टीम में नहीं बनती है तो वो क्रिकेट को अलविदा कहने में देर नहीं करेंगें। कुछ लोगों का मानना हैं कि बल्लेबाज विरेन्द्र सहवाग, सौरव गांगुली और राहुल द्रविड़ में काफी क्रिकेट बाकि रह गया। समय से पहले ही स...

…after that they have only seen each other on Instagram or Facebook.   (continued from chapter 4) After few months they stopped talking to each other on WhatsApp. It felt like the end of his one-sided short love. Next morning “HE” woke up with a dream in which they were fighting against all the odds for their love. The guy took some inspiration from the dream and didn’t want to let his love down. His love wasn’t mutual so he had very little chance of succeeding in it.  He thought, he better tells his feelings to her before it gets too late otherwise he would regret it his whole life. He was very sure this time unlike other times that he would tell her about his love. The guy was playing his last card to make her own, but God had written some other fate for both. “HE” finally wrote a proposal and thought twice before sending it to her. I would have loved to quote his proposal but that will be breaching the privacy line. The proposal was precise and had a lot of inf...

  …getting late for the next class. (continued from chapter 3)  For next few days, there was no communication between “HE” and “SHE”. She got busy with her own study and honestly she didn’t even have interest in talking with him. She was a good person and she had no problem with communicating with anyone if someone tries to talk to her that’s why she had all those conversations with him. “HE” had become more vulnerable by then, he had never experienced whatever was going on with him. HE wasn’t understanding what is happening to him. Whenever he was alone after the college he started getting flashbacks of his time with her. Every morning he started waking up with a new dream with him being the Jack and her being the Rose from Titanic. He was so in love with her but he didn’t make it his weakness instead he made it his strength. He was not affecting his daily schedule or priorities due to it like other people do. In his words, he was happy with one-sided love and sai...

…they were just classmates. (continued from Chapter 2) “HE” was sad as well as happy coming back home from college where he had said bye to the love of his life. He was happy that for the first time they spent their time together and sad because he may never see her again. It was a mixed and confusing feeling. He was satisfied with the amount of love as a classmate she gave her. She was only being nice and talking to a classmate like any other girl would have done, he decoded it as love. The course they were pursuing together didn’t have any written exams. The marks were to be given on the final presentation on the given research and the number of activities students took part in. Activities included the number of events and seminar attended and the blogs written on the official blog domain of the course they were pursuing. The professor on last day of class had directed all the students to come over and submit their activity sheet to the college within next week. “HE” knew tha...

… he wanted to tell this to the world.  (continued from yesterday’s blog) He wanted to talk to the girl but there was something which was keeping him from approaching the girl. She had become a real and strong crush in very few hours. It was not like that the guy was shy, he had few girls in his main college group with whom he never found it difficult to talk. But with “SHE” something was up. One day he thought, he will just go and talk to the girl casually not making a big deal of it. Next day after class when the professor told the group that the class is going to attend a seminar and this is necessary for everyone to go. “HE” thought his chance has come knocking the door, so he decided to take the awaited conversation to delay one more day. Delhi’s lifeline is metro, millions of people travel in it, so were the class going to.  The night before the seminar a discussion started in the WhatsApp group where and when everyone will meet. “HE” never was an involved member o...

If I will ask ‘HE’ how to start the story he would want me to start with introducing ‘She’ first so here it is. She is a B.com 1 st year student at Delhi University who is tall, fair and thin with curly hairs and good fashion sense. She is intelligent with good vocabulary and good communication skill and doesn’t have a good sense of humor that’s why doesn’t understand massy jokes.  She is more of a typical DU student minus Delhi girl’s attitude. She is from a posh colony in Faridabad from an upper-middle-class family which is liberal and updated giving her the freedom any girl wants. ‘HE’ is from a small city in Bihar who has just overcome with the Bihari accent and has a special liking for speaking and sports. His dad is a Middle-classed Para-Military Soldier so ‘HE’ is disciplined and has a good heart who respects women. Even though he is from a small city, he has a good sense of understanding things in a mature way and is very professional. His dressing style and looks are ...